Im going to be brief and do a full update later.
I am in a semi closed off mood today,
I am really sick of watching everyone,
I hate growing up,
and I hate bills.
That is the extent of my feelings today.
I am in a sour mood, don't completely understand it.
So that is all for today, will update tomorrow, if I get
on my computer.
::as we grow up, we learn that even the one person
that wasnt supposed to ever let you down
probably will.
You will have your heart broken,
probably more than one
and it gets harder everytime
You'll break hearts too,
so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love,
for things and old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing by too fast
and eventually you will lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures,
laugh too much,
and love like you have NEVER been hurt
Because every sixty seconds you spend upset
is a minute of happiness you'll NEVER get back::
Friday, January 23, 2009
Monday, January 5, 2009
To A New Year...
Well, Happy 2009 Everyone! I can't believe I have been so horrible at posting. Seems like I dont have much for free time these days, working like crazy between my two jobs and then school starts back up in a week!! As if I didn't feel stressed enough now, adding class back into the schedule will be tough!
As for other things in my life, I have just decided that I need to be concerned with me & only me. I was told by what I consider a great friend that he thought Jarrod & I were going to break up before mid-year... even though to me... things with Jarrod & I have been actually pretty good. With the exception of the fight here & there (but who doesn't do that). So I have been kind of feeling down that people see Jarrod & I like that.
And besides that I just feel like there needs to be some big changes in 09... things just need to be different... I am not sure what those changes are yet but when they come you will for sure know!
Well I don't have a lot more to say right now, I will post later with some new pics from the holidays & new years/my b-day!
Hope 09 is better than the last!
As for other things in my life, I have just decided that I need to be concerned with me & only me. I was told by what I consider a great friend that he thought Jarrod & I were going to break up before mid-year... even though to me... things with Jarrod & I have been actually pretty good. With the exception of the fight here & there (but who doesn't do that). So I have been kind of feeling down that people see Jarrod & I like that.
And besides that I just feel like there needs to be some big changes in 09... things just need to be different... I am not sure what those changes are yet but when they come you will for sure know!
Well I don't have a lot more to say right now, I will post later with some new pics from the holidays & new years/my b-day!
Hope 09 is better than the last!
Friday, December 19, 2008
I need changes...
Well, hello there.
Sorry this has taken me sooo long to get a post up! Things have been so busy with the holidays & work. I feel like I am going 70 MPH but life is going 100 MPH... I may crash soon.
I dont have much for time so I just wanted to say I'm alive & will get some pictures and a few posts up here within days.
I can't quite put into words the way I have been feeling lately, I don't know if it's because I am working my ass of and not ever seeing any progress or if its just me... being well... me. But I feel on the verge of a breakdown. I need changes... that is a fact.
I know it will get better eventually, I mean when your down as low as you can get there is no where else left to go but up right?
I'll write more later...
Sorry this has taken me sooo long to get a post up! Things have been so busy with the holidays & work. I feel like I am going 70 MPH but life is going 100 MPH... I may crash soon.
I dont have much for time so I just wanted to say I'm alive & will get some pictures and a few posts up here within days.
I can't quite put into words the way I have been feeling lately, I don't know if it's because I am working my ass of and not ever seeing any progress or if its just me... being well... me. But I feel on the verge of a breakdown. I need changes... that is a fact.
I know it will get better eventually, I mean when your down as low as you can get there is no where else left to go but up right?
I'll write more later...
Monday, November 3, 2008
Why don't you stay...
Wow, the weekend has come and gone already!
I am feeling the affects of my hard work today, I am exhausted both physically & mentally.
I am hoping that my hard work is recoginzed but likely it will go unnoticed, and unappreciated.
I promised I would get pics up today so HERE THEY ARE! Halloween Bash 2008!
Jarrod got second in the costume contest but he definently should have won. Vicki & I were big pimping 20's style... there were even Chip n' Dale dancers....
ENJOY!
Friday, October 31, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
sad day...
Oct 29, 2008 8:43 am US/Central
3 Dead In Rural Wright County Car Accident MIDDLEVILLE TOWNSHIP, Minn. (WCCO) ―
Three people are dead after a car accident in Wright County on Tuesday morning. According to authorities, they received a report of a vehicle in a ditch on County Road 7 not far from County Road 35 in Middleville Township at around 11 a.m.
When deputies arrived they first located a Chevrolet Corvette in a ditch with the 22-year-old driver inside. The man, Stephen Dooher, of Waverly, Minn., was transported to Buffalo Hospital, where he is was in fair condition Wednesday morning.
While investigating the scene, deputies found two dead males and one dead female who appeared to be have been ejected from the vehicle. Police have identified the victims as Andrea Northern, 23, of South Haven; Michael Demars, 22, and Derek Kammerer, 22, both of Maple Lake.Wright County authorities believe the vehicle was driving southbound on County Road 7 before it left the road.
The accident remains under investigation by the Wright County Sheriff's Office and the Wright County Medical Examiner's Office.
I want everything to keep my best friend in their thoughts please, she lost her cousin yesterday to a car accident. In fact, please keep everyone who knew someone involved in their thoughts & prayers. Such a sick feeling runs through my body today as I think about all those who are suffering the loss of a loved one, I wish no one would ever have to feel pain like that.
As you keep Vicki, her family & the other victims families in your prayers please keep my sister, her husband Josh and his family in your thoughts as well. They have been dealt some terrible news & have very tough days before them, hopefully they stick together and support each other as a family, leaning on each other for the guidance they need to get through such a trying time.
Before the beginning of years
There came to the making of man
Time, with a gift of tears;
Grief, with a glass that ran;
Pleasure, with pain for leaven;
Summer, with flowers that fell;
Remembrance fallen from heaven,
And madness risen from hell;
Strength without hands to smite;
Love that endures for a breath:
Night the shadow of light,
And life, the shadow of death.
"Before the Beginning of Years"
by A. C. Swinburne (from Atalanta in Calydon, 1865)
3 Dead In Rural Wright County Car Accident MIDDLEVILLE TOWNSHIP, Minn. (WCCO) ―
Three people are dead after a car accident in Wright County on Tuesday morning. According to authorities, they received a report of a vehicle in a ditch on County Road 7 not far from County Road 35 in Middleville Township at around 11 a.m.
When deputies arrived they first located a Chevrolet Corvette in a ditch with the 22-year-old driver inside. The man, Stephen Dooher, of Waverly, Minn., was transported to Buffalo Hospital, where he is was in fair condition Wednesday morning.
While investigating the scene, deputies found two dead males and one dead female who appeared to be have been ejected from the vehicle. Police have identified the victims as Andrea Northern, 23, of South Haven; Michael Demars, 22, and Derek Kammerer, 22, both of Maple Lake.Wright County authorities believe the vehicle was driving southbound on County Road 7 before it left the road.
The accident remains under investigation by the Wright County Sheriff's Office and the Wright County Medical Examiner's Office.
I want everything to keep my best friend in their thoughts please, she lost her cousin yesterday to a car accident. In fact, please keep everyone who knew someone involved in their thoughts & prayers. Such a sick feeling runs through my body today as I think about all those who are suffering the loss of a loved one, I wish no one would ever have to feel pain like that.
As you keep Vicki, her family & the other victims families in your prayers please keep my sister, her husband Josh and his family in your thoughts as well. They have been dealt some terrible news & have very tough days before them, hopefully they stick together and support each other as a family, leaning on each other for the guidance they need to get through such a trying time.
** good news to lighten the bad day **
My cousin Nicki & her fiance Jeff have set a date to get hitched & if all goes as planned, Jarrod & I are going to road trip out there to watch her say "I do!"
Before the beginning of years
There came to the making of man
Time, with a gift of tears;
Grief, with a glass that ran;
Pleasure, with pain for leaven;
Summer, with flowers that fell;
Remembrance fallen from heaven,
And madness risen from hell;
Strength without hands to smite;
Love that endures for a breath:
Night the shadow of light,
And life, the shadow of death.
"Before the Beginning of Years"
by A. C. Swinburne (from Atalanta in Calydon, 1865)
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
weekend update with Jamie....
Boy, I kind of suck at updating this thing, I get a post started and then never finish it! ITS HALLOWEEN WEEK! FINALLY!!!!
Lets see, things have been getting better on the homefront, but I do feel like as soon as things get to point where I am really happy, something happens that drags me down again. I know that I want to be with him, there is no doubt in my mind... I have never doubted it. I just dont know what I need to do different to make it work, to make him happy & me. I am trying though.
The Wild season has FINALLY started, we are 6-0-1 which is fantastic! Jarrod & I have gotten to one game together, I am really excited to bring my dad for his 49th Birthday on the 20th of November but SHHH dont tell him! :)
We had Katee Hall's wedding this last weekend, it was beautiful. Everything was planned so perfectly that my job as her personal attendant was easy easy! She looked amazing, as every bride should and it makes me more anxious for the day that I will be the one in the white gown!
Jarrod and I have had some fun dressing up Rokit... here he is with a sheriff hat and a little rider on his back!
We are gearing up for Halloween around our house, Jarrod is going as Lt. Dangle from Reno 911 and is going to look awesome, he is going to such lengths as to dye his hair, shave his legs and he is going to sport a fake 'stache. I am going with Vicki as a flapper from the Roaring 20's, Vicki has this great silver dress and we are going to curl her hair all up, and put a scarf in her hair. I am wearing just a plan black fringe dress but I am excited to sport a fun blonde wing for the night! These are the first "sneak peak" photos of halloween... and Vicki & Jose (aka me having fun with Jarrod's 'stache.
Vicki and I had a "Seth and Evan" day a weekend ago and got to run around doing some fun stuff. We played in the woods by my folks and then went shopping for Halloween and to the book store, where I found the book I was looking for!
This photo was taken by Vicki, she is great and I thought it was a fun one to close with.
"Falling in love is like falling off a cliff, you can't do anything about it so you might as well try and fly!"
Lets see, things have been getting better on the homefront, but I do feel like as soon as things get to point where I am really happy, something happens that drags me down again. I know that I want to be with him, there is no doubt in my mind... I have never doubted it. I just dont know what I need to do different to make it work, to make him happy & me. I am trying though.The Wild season has FINALLY started, we are 6-0-1 which is fantastic! Jarrod & I have gotten to one game together, I am really excited to bring my dad for his 49th Birthday on the 20th of November but SHHH dont tell him! :)
We had Katee Hall's wedding this last weekend, it was beautiful. Everything was planned so perfectly that my job as her personal attendant was easy easy! She looked amazing, as every bride should and it makes me more anxious for the day that I will be the one in the white gown!
Jarrod and I have had some fun dressing up Rokit... here he is with a sheriff hat and a little rider on his back!
We are gearing up for Halloween around our house, Jarrod is going as Lt. Dangle from Reno 911 and is going to look awesome, he is going to such lengths as to dye his hair, shave his legs and he is going to sport a fake 'stache. I am going with Vicki as a flapper from the Roaring 20's, Vicki has this great silver dress and we are going to curl her hair all up, and put a scarf in her hair. I am wearing just a plan black fringe dress but I am excited to sport a fun blonde wing for the night! These are the first "sneak peak" photos of halloween... and Vicki & Jose (aka me having fun with Jarrod's 'stache.
Vicki and I had a "Seth and Evan" day a weekend ago and got to run around doing some fun stuff. We played in the woods by my folks and then went shopping for Halloween and to the book store, where I found the book I was looking for!
This photo was taken by Vicki, she is great and I thought it was a fun one to close with.
"Falling in love is like falling off a cliff, you can't do anything about it so you might as well try and fly!"
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