Just leave the pieces when you go...

So my mind is all over the place today... fights on the home front have left me just a mess today. Not knowing which way is up or down anymore. I actually started this blog on Friday and I am just getting a chance to sit and write. The home front battles have turned into a full on war and I am feeling very defeated. I know this whole blog thing is suppose to be where I tell all about whats going on and maybe someday I will feel confident enough to share everything but I am so turned around right now I will leave it be. Although Vicki's "Leave the Pieces" last night may have been more ironic than I realized.

Traveled to the state fair last night! It was a fun trip... the ride started off with me being a bit shakened up but the day wasnt about me, it was about my best friend and I knew that so I pulled myself together long enough to get her through this expierence. I knew that I need to have my full game on to get her onto that stage, and I am so proud that she did what she did, a year ago that lil shy girl would have been throwing up in the bathroom or perhaps never performed at the county fair to start!

We got down to the fair, took us longer to park than it actually did to drive down there, or so it seemed. We hauled ass through the crowds of people at the fair to get to the state where she was performing. After a few tiresome acts, she finally got to perform! I think I was more nervous than she was... I couldnt sit down. BUT she did awesome, as soon as she got that first word out all my nerves were swept away...

Although she didnt place, everyone was so proud of her and so supportive and now we get to go to Menace on Saturday! lol.

After the show we wondered around with Vicki's cousin John and his buddy, we got some beer, ate a ero (not on a stick) and rode on this skyline thing that took you from one side of the park to another... it was super cool. AND WE GOT TO SEE JOHNNY LANG ON STAGE but only from the damn ride... yup... those are Johnny Lang's lights!

All in all, the state fair expierence went well, we had fun and Vicki got to do something that she would have never done before... I am very proud of her and now I get to move onto the next thing in my life... putting the pieces back together... or do we just leave em...

You're not sure that you love me

But you're not sure enough to let me go.

Baby it aint fair ya know

To just keep me hangin' round,

You say you don't wanna hurt me,

Don't wanna see my tears.

So why are you still standin' here

Just watchin' me drown?

And it's all right yeah I'll be fine

Don't worry bout' this heart of mine,

Just take your love and hit the road,

There's nothing you can do or say

you're gonna break my heart anyway,

So just leave the pieces when you go.

Now you can drag out the heartache,

Baby you could make it quick,

Really get it over with

And just let me move on.

Don't concern yourself

With this mess you left for me,

I can clean it up you see

Just as long as you're gone.

And it's all right yeah

I'll be fine don't worry bout' this heart of mine

Just take your love and hit the road,

There's nothing you can do or say

you're gonna break my heart anyway

So just leave the pieces when you go.

You're not makin' up your mind

It's killin' me and wasting time.

I need so much more than that.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

And it's all right yeah

I'll be fine don't worry bout' this heart of mine

Just take your love and hit the road,

There's nothing you can do or say

you're gonna break my heart anyway

So just leave the pieces when you go.

Leave the pieces when you go,

oh yeah, Leave the pieces when you go,

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

Leave the pieces when you go